Hi everyone.  I’m sorry I didn’t post before, as I said I would. I put it off because I was trying to wait for the official reports from Ken’s CT/MRI scans before I said anything.  We still haven’t recieved both of those reports but I’m going to post anyway.

After Ken’s appt. we were told he had 2 nodules in his lungs.  At the time of the last CT/MRI he had done he had one.  We did recieve the official report from the CT Scan just yesterday and it says that he has a 2mm nodule and a 1mm nodule, both in the lower lobe of his left lung.  We won’t know what this is, or means until they do another CT/MRI in 6 months.

We still don’t have the official report from the MRI.  I’m not sure what the problem is and will be calling the office (again) Tuesday morning.

We are not going to panic.  It isn’t 100% that this is the cancer spread to his lungs.  We just have to wait and see.  In the meantime we will just pray. We are going to focus on the kids, our family, and just LIVING. We feel like we havne’t lived this past year, just been holding our breath day to day, trying to get through this HELL we’ve been living. We are going to use this time to enjoy our life together.

Ken is actually doing pretty well.  He is starting a new job this week.  He was supposed to start the past Tuesday but he woke up with a fever and couldn’t move his neck.  Scared me to death.  Turns out he had Mono!  I probably have it too.  I had swollen glands but they didn’t do a blood test on me, saying “If he has it, you have it”.  I told Ken we are way to old to have the “Kissing Disease”!  He had a rough couple of days but is now able to swallow like he was before (nothing solid, just some liquids).  He is still not able to swallow more than twice in a row.  He’s working on that.  But for now he’s still dependent on the feeding tube.

I have been having some health issues of my own.  Please keep me in your prayers also.

Wendy